I didn't mean that November is going badly, I just meant the past month... you know, October 3- November 3. Something like that.
I'm just frustrated with several things and though I can be pretty patient most the time, it's getting really hard for me to be patient RIGHT NOW.
BUT. It will be ok.
I had a good weekend. I slept over at my mom's house, and worked on photos. (But it seems like lately that's what I always do... the photo part, not my parent's house part.) I also spent copious amounts of time talking to her dogs, which is ok with me. I like them.
I got my hopes up way too many times about places of residence I can't afford. Perhaps someday I'll be able to afford a real home.
I held a darling baby during sacrament meeting and I thought, I could probably do this someday... ha. I also photographed my best friend's tiny baby and had ice cream afterward.
We've been trying to get our house clean and keep it clean. It's a work in progress, definitely. I got rid of 3 garbage bags of clothes this weekend. It felt REALLY good. Now I think I'm ready to get rid of more stuff.
I like to listen to Louis Armstrong and imagine blasting it through our future house while I bake cupcakes. And I'm pretty sure there will be a lot of blue in my future house... and French doors, but not the modern ones. The skinnier type. Like this one: